Letting Go

I tried so hard to hold on

Was it for me or was it for you?

I think more for me.

But doing that caused pain

Not just for me, but you too.

And letting go has set both free.

My heart is still heavy

Not having you close

And in my heart you will remain

But the weight is now gone

As I say goodbye

To all sorrow and pain.

I am sorry for all if i caused you hurt

Or you suffered because of me

Maybe I was truly blind

Or I just didn’t want to see.

Nothing is ever black and white

There’s many shades of grey

And I hope the hurt you now feel

Will eventually fade away.

I tried my best, the way I knew

I accept it wasn’t enough

Sorry I couldn’t help you

I know your life’s been tough.

Now I completely let go

And cut all strings and ties

As I bid farwell to you, my child

With sadness in my eyes.

I’ll now live my life in hope for you

That your healing has begun

And instead of darkness in your skies

You can now see only sun.